CARNATIONS AND DAMNATIONS.

pictures from amplify.
pictures from W26R as well.

i think we're all camera whores. we just love aking pictures. actually. i love taking pictures. and if you're wondering why i'm wearing th same shirt. its because its taken on the same day. and its not because i used the shirt over and over again. thats a guy's job.

sorry sheryl for making you wait 20 mins at the bus stop! and for not returning the black pants! but i love you anyway! i really do! its a love/hate relationship!

forgive me if you think that my mood changes like i don't know. no body's business. and i just realised that maybe i am going crazy. and i forgot to put up the word of the day for the week end. well maybe i just can't be bothered. maybe thats whats wrong with me. i just can't seem to be bothered about anything. but thats not true. i give a damn about alot of things in my life. i care about my studies but i don't care about the actual trip of going to school where i sleep on the train and get neck cramps and make a total fool of myself. oh well. i'm cranky because i'm tired. even though i've slep for the whole freaking day? because i was feeling weird. i wasn't weird. but just feeling weird. had so many things going on in my head. and i guess you all can see it. typing so bloody much just for a post because i got so much to let out. anyway. me feeling all weird and emo. that was me. yesterday. because of something that happened and what someone said. and maybe i couldn't accept it. there are alot of things i cannot accept. and this was just one of it. so i ket myself in my roon so as not to let anyone else know how i'm feeling. because i was crying. so much for saying that you can't take me crying. but how many times have you made me cry? i always forget.
but i always remember how you made me laugh. you never fail do. and how you made me feel ridiculously dumb.

i think i love flowers. and chocolates. thank you for actually buying the chocolates! gosh. nine bucks! i never thought that you would but the chocolates. i thought that you woul just steal them. i feel so touched. i really do. and then the flowers? i'm sorry for laughing and giving you a shock i got a shock myself. you're giving me free roses from st anne's feast day. red and white. it just reminds me of national day. red and white. and add in the whole load of drama you intend to add in. oh my! i think i'll just die. please don't give it to me infront of everyone! especially after mass! and don't do the kneeling! oh goshness! don't let me die of embarassment! hahas.
i think i owe you alot of things. 4 hugs. and something else. only we both know! but the deal is off if you ask for it after soccer and you're all sweaty and disgusting. gosh. and study hard alright? don't let all the things that have happened bring you down! no no no! i demand 6 points from you! then i can treat you to what ever you want to eat. yeah. even marche, or swensens or jacks place. anything! yuppp! 6 points! if anything more. you're getting a slap from me. so yeah. 6 points!


hmmm. i guess i still love you.